a lesson
Written on 29 June 2005 | Posted in me | 3 Comments
Feast day of both Peter and Paul. Yes, that Peter and that Paul.
Last week, I received an e-mail from someone unknown to me, who gravely reminded me that I had not said anything at all about the saints lately, and would I please recommence with the daily lessons in hagiography, thank you very much. And so, Nicholas, my apologies. Today’s lesson is delivered in your honour. Such, as it is.
Lately, I have felt that I have lost some of the magic here at etc.. I feel a bit like I’ve had a productivity demon looming in the background, driving me to create, create, create, so that I have something to show you at the end of the day. I think part of this might have something to do with the shop, which I have been feeling awkward and anxious about of late. Should I be doing things to “promote” the shop? Should I be fiendishly creating so that it is bursting at the seams with irresisitable goodness? Should I be doing more “marketing”? (There’s that language of commerce again). What I really need is a stern reminder of why I decided to open the shop in the first place: simply because I was amassing more “stuff” than I knew what to do with and having a little corner of my site where people could opt to buy that stuff (or not) would justify my endless doing & creating and, in some very minor way, also justify the endless experimentation I’ve been doing, with all the genres and raw materials I’ve been jonesing to experiment with, lo these many years.
There. I feel a bit better now. Promotion, productivity, marketing, be damned.
I’ve been reading a bit lately. An Instance of the Fingerpost by Iain Pears, to be exact, a book which I commend to you without hesitation. It’s grand. If you like a haughty mystery set in Early Modern England, that is.
amanda, i read your post, then i checked the catalogue here at work, then i ran upstairs and grabbed the pears book from the shelf. i feel like i have found some kind of treasure – a book coming recommended… and that being the case, i will return the favour – i am currently reading “buddha-da” by anne donovan. it is excellent! the pursuit of enlightenment speaks in glaswegian dialect!
29 June 2005 @ 17:17
i like the sound of a haughty mystery – it should be a genre on its own
and about the productivity demon – he’s a rascal, just ignore him and i swear he goes away. he’ll come back now and then but just take a deep breath, stick your tongue out at him or something satisfying like that, and poof, he’s gone.
29 June 2005 @ 19:50
I read that book when it came out and LOVED it! I had forgotten about it so thanks for reminding me
I SO admire you for putting yourself out there and opening an online store! Don’t let that “demon” get you down. Just continue to remind yourself that you are doing it FOR YOU so only do the things that feel comfortable and right TO YOU!
I just typed about three more paragraphs but decided it made too long a comment so I sent them to you in an email!
30 June 2005 @ 08:49